A Poem Painted On A Tear Stained Canvas

So tired of the same issues.
New names are continually drawn,
But the promises of change broken and gone.
Has it been this bad all along?
Or have my eyes finally been able to see,
The lack of trust you have in me?
If you promise you love me through and through,
Then shouldn't you believe what I say is true?
You would think that four months in,
We wouldn't be facin the same problem yet again.
But Trust seems to elude me
This lack of faith binds and confides.
I don't know what i have said or done,
To make it so impossible for your trust to be won.
Why is this misery so abundant
One month left and each week holds a new fight
We are lost in this dark cave...
Where is the light?
Where is the end of this pain?
Where is the light?
Ill search for the light as i paint a poem,
On yet another tear stained canvas.
My thoughts drawn on the page,
help bleed out this rage.
Where is the light?
Wheres the end of this cave?