Tears Choked Back

We speak of suicide
As if it's as normal
as the occurrence of the ocean tide
We talk as though a goodbye is too informal
Instead a knife we take
and off we ride
We want no tears shed
Want no one to ponder Why in their head
We don't want your sympathy
We have no need for apologies
We simply want to depart
To ride to the land below
We want this final act
to be viewed as just another fact
As no big deal
Our own lives is all we will steal
so now we plan our end
Soon we will be off
We will not say sorry
Will not say goodbye
Will not say you were loved
For Our last words shall not be lies.