How I Felt All Last Week

Unnamed

I would write what i feel
But words cannot describe
the pain i feel inside
my roller coaster climbed slowly up
But now its rapidly descending
The wounds so deep their not even worth mending
i thought i traveled far
but with the fog gone i can see i only went in circles
the happiness only an illusion
to mask the pain to come
my friends all leaving
i begin the grieving
for the happiness that died inside me
my chains bound I'm no longer free
in my cell i return for eternity
inside i decide
i don't want to leave
because only pain awaits me